.
I remember a time when everyone
I loved hated me
because I hated them so what
so what so fucking what
I remember a time when belly
buttons were knee high
when only shitting was dirty
and everything else was clean
and beautiful
I can’t remember anything
without a sadness
so deep that it hardly
becomes known to me.
so deep that its tears
leave me a spectator
of my own STUPIDITY
and so I go rambling on with a hey nonny
nonny nonny no
.

... it was written in a letter to Stu... Circa 1960.
And it broke my heart.
I miss them both so fucking much.

@музыка: TV On The Radio "Love Dog" / "Family Tree"

@настроение: I'll cry instead.

@темы: a design for life